Moving Forward

almost every time i come here i would have the tendency to want to tell the world about how different a person i am now compared to when i first started this blog. there is just always so much to say about how much i have been through but (i think) i am convinced the world already knows that.

i have learnt a lot in the past 14 days. many a times i felt like ending my life right there and then, especially when confining myself in a room which carried too many memories, memories too hard to live with. not knowing if i would find my happiness again, i often yelled in frustration when i could not comprehend the logic of my predicaments. but being put to a test where my maturity and mentality were tested, i'd like to believe i came out of it bearing more perseverance than before. having said that, i am beyond grateful for the things that i have now, particularly this one life that is dear to me. i have come out of this 14 days with a change in the way this mind operates, whether slight or vast, though the bitter inner thoughts that hate my happiness struggle hard to overpower sometimes.